TVXQ - Mirotic

Today is one of the most happiest day in my life, I finally got my TVXQ 4th Album - Mirotic.
I got it as my capping present..Is a present that, given by Amelia and sumone really special to me. They gave me this because i love it so much and it is an as encouragement for me..to keep fighting LIKE them.!!Im so happy that they gave me this album.I always wanted to buy that album, but i dont want, i want wait till my friend go Taiwan and get me the imported version. But well, im glad i got this as present..!!! HEhe...but i wanted flower for my capping, but they think it wont last long and has no meaning...yea, well, they did not make it for capping so it has no meaning if i got flowers from them. Dont worry, I will wait for the flowers okay? Another 2 years , if i can pass my nursing Board Exam...and graduate.!Hope so! Let me share my TVXQ album with u...ahah.................hope u guys dont mind...
I just wan say I LOVE U BOTH .......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Saranghae!!!
With this album, u all help me to keep my love burning for them.If not, sooner later no more feelings left for them , it will be only Kimbum and HyunJoong!

Polo Bun

Ladies and gentlemen, Amelia Lim has FACEBOOK!! Go and add her!

When i am posting this blog, im at OLD TOWN with Jaryn and Amelia. We are enjoying our polo bun. But half way through, we cabut to Starbucks because my laptop ran out of battery. As usual, We will hang out on most of the friday nites..For what ?? of coz to FISH....Hehe.....Bt after sooo long, ikan seekor pun tak ada...Jangan kata, Ikan besar, ikan bilis pun takda.Setelah memancing ikan beberapa minggu, kami tidak ikan segar tetapi ikan busuk Sakit hati..tapi kami tidak berputus asa...kami akan terus memancing ikan setiap jumaat.
Kami percaya bahawa rezeki akan datang melimpah-limpah suatu hari juga!Kami hanya memancing di Starbucks, tidak kira di mana lokasi starbucks.!

Frens, Pray for us that we are able to fish ok....then we got one, we will intro it to u ...HEHE...
AJA AJA HWAITING!!!

Because I am Stupid

Title: Because I am too Stupid(I am just like this song)


Because I am too stupid
I have no one besides you ,
You, who is looking at someone else
Dont you know how I felt?
There isnt me in your days And not even having any remembrance me,
who looking at you whom I am yearning for Always shed tears

(B )It is my happiness even to be looking at your back
You still dont know how I felt In the end, you go past me

(chorus)In the days where I miss you very much
In the days where I suffered the pains
I love you whirls near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing for you alone yet again Baby!
I love you! Im waiting for you!

(A')There isnt me in your days And not even having any memories
I am looking at you whom I am yearning for
Making the memories on my own

(B )Love is like a beautiful wound to me
Even when I see your beautiful smile
I am unable to laugh with you

(Chorus)In the days where I think of you a lot
In the days where my heart is cold and sad
I miss you whirls near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing for you alone yet againBaby!
I love you! Im waiting for you!

(Bridge)Bye bye never say good bye
Though I am unable to hold you like this
I need you, I am unable to say anything,
I want you,
I wish for and wish for it again

(Chours Ending)In the days where I miss you a lot
In the days where it is very cold and sad
I love you whirls near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
In the days where I think of you a lot
In the days where it is very cold and sad
I love you whirls near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing for you alone yet again
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

It is sweet isn't it?
Love this song soo much!!!
No matter what, I Know i missed the chance,
But still, Im waiting for the time to come.
for me to let the guy know the feelings I have for him,
I do not want much, just want him to know the feelings i have for him...
Hope that it make my relationship with him become bad...i still want this friend

Relationship!!!

What does it means to you?
When "relationship" words appears it doesnt mean that is only between couple.
It can be relationship between friends,family members,enemy and also strangers
In terms of relationship, it can be a positive or negative or mutual...
It is the feelings that is counted....If you have food feelings on some people, then your relationship is a positive one. Well, I really envy with those people that is in a relationship.

I really hope, i will have this type of relationship (not friends, family members is LOVERS)...
But I know i do not stand a chance, because that guy I am interested in, is in A RELATIONSHIP. (heartbroken). I really envy my friends, that have boyfriend. They have shoulders to lean over when they are sad and depressed. When they are sad,they have someone to support them. How i wish i have that type of relationship. Eventhough, i have my godbro to support me, still I need someone (Well, who doesnt need). I always dream to receive present during special occasion eg:birthday, valentines,anniversary,x-mas. I was in a relationship previously, believe it or not, i did not receive anything thru out the dating period. It is not that I am materialistic, is just that I want something that I can cherish. I never wished to get something expensive, even He got me a small and tiny pig..i will be so DELIGHTED. It was just a dream. Flashing back the memories, I had. I felt I was so stupid. I did not listen what my friend had advised me to do. I was stucked at that relaitionship for almost 2 years.

Finally it is over, and I proceed with my new life. Started to open up my heart for a new guy.However, luck was NEVER on my side. When I decided to know that special guy more, He is in a relationship. I was in love with him for quite some time. I dare not to approach him, when i have the courage to do so. He is in a relationship.(sadness). I prayed to God, that I will get over it soon and lead a normal life. If he cannot be mine. I just pray that He will still remain close to me, and never neglect me. Im so unlucky, always miss the chance!!! One thing for this, I just want him to KNOW the feelings I have for him. I do not want to keep it within myself.

Whatever it is , I think God has It reason for all this things. I cannot ask WHY. I just have to go with it....and bear with it.!

PS - Sorry for the grammatical error :)