Polo Bun

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When i am posting this blog, im at OLD TOWN with Jaryn and Amelia. We are enjoying our polo bun. But half way through, we cabut to Starbucks because my laptop ran out of battery. As usual, We will hang out on most of the friday nites..For what ?? of coz to FISH....Hehe.....Bt after sooo long, ikan seekor pun tak ada...Jangan kata, Ikan besar, ikan bilis pun takda.Setelah memancing ikan beberapa minggu, kami tidak ikan segar tetapi ikan busuk Sakit hati..tapi kami tidak berputus asa...kami akan terus memancing ikan setiap jumaat.
Kami percaya bahawa rezeki akan datang melimpah-limpah suatu hari juga!Kami hanya memancing di Starbucks, tidak kira di mana lokasi starbucks.!

Frens, Pray for us that we are able to fish ok....then we got one, we will intro it to u ...HEHE...
AJA AJA HWAITING!!!

Because I am Stupid

Title: Because I am too Stupid(I am just like this song)


Because I am too stupid
I have no one besides you ,
You, who is looking at someone else
Dont you know how I felt?
There isnt me in your days And not even having any remembrance me,
who looking at you whom I am yearning for Always shed tears

(B )It is my happiness even to be looking at your back
You still dont know how I felt In the end, you go past me

(chorus)In the days where I miss you very much
In the days where I suffered the pains
I love you whirls near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing for you alone yet again Baby!
I love you! Im waiting for you!

(A')There isnt me in your days And not even having any memories
I am looking at you whom I am yearning for
Making the memories on my own

(B )Love is like a beautiful wound to me
Even when I see your beautiful smile
I am unable to laugh with you

(Chorus)In the days where I think of you a lot
In the days where my heart is cold and sad
I miss you whirls near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing for you alone yet againBaby!
I love you! Im waiting for you!

(Bridge)Bye bye never say good bye
Though I am unable to hold you like this
I need you, I am unable to say anything,
I want you,
I wish for and wish for it again

(Chours Ending)In the days where I miss you a lot
In the days where it is very cold and sad
I love you whirls near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
In the days where I think of you a lot
In the days where it is very cold and sad
I love you whirls near my mouth
Crying for you alone yet again
Missing for you alone yet again
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

It is sweet isn't it?
Love this song soo much!!!
No matter what, I Know i missed the chance,
But still, Im waiting for the time to come.
for me to let the guy know the feelings I have for him,
I do not want much, just want him to know the feelings i have for him...
Hope that it make my relationship with him become bad...i still want this friend

Relationship!!!

What does it means to you?
When "relationship" words appears it doesnt mean that is only between couple.
It can be relationship between friends,family members,enemy and also strangers
In terms of relationship, it can be a positive or negative or mutual...
It is the feelings that is counted....If you have food feelings on some people, then your relationship is a positive one. Well, I really envy with those people that is in a relationship.

I really hope, i will have this type of relationship (not friends, family members is LOVERS)...
But I know i do not stand a chance, because that guy I am interested in, is in A RELATIONSHIP. (heartbroken). I really envy my friends, that have boyfriend. They have shoulders to lean over when they are sad and depressed. When they are sad,they have someone to support them. How i wish i have that type of relationship. Eventhough, i have my godbro to support me, still I need someone (Well, who doesnt need). I always dream to receive present during special occasion eg:birthday, valentines,anniversary,x-mas. I was in a relationship previously, believe it or not, i did not receive anything thru out the dating period. It is not that I am materialistic, is just that I want something that I can cherish. I never wished to get something expensive, even He got me a small and tiny pig..i will be so DELIGHTED. It was just a dream. Flashing back the memories, I had. I felt I was so stupid. I did not listen what my friend had advised me to do. I was stucked at that relaitionship for almost 2 years.

Finally it is over, and I proceed with my new life. Started to open up my heart for a new guy.However, luck was NEVER on my side. When I decided to know that special guy more, He is in a relationship. I was in love with him for quite some time. I dare not to approach him, when i have the courage to do so. He is in a relationship.(sadness). I prayed to God, that I will get over it soon and lead a normal life. If he cannot be mine. I just pray that He will still remain close to me, and never neglect me. Im so unlucky, always miss the chance!!! One thing for this, I just want him to KNOW the feelings I have for him. I do not want to keep it within myself.

Whatever it is , I think God has It reason for all this things. I cannot ask WHY. I just have to go with it....and bear with it.!

PS - Sorry for the grammatical error :)

striving through this moment

I decided not to message him often , afraid He might feel Im bugging him or im too annoying so i avoided him. and now my dreams shattered! I should had make my move, at least to approach Him, but i dare not.I always thought that I might not be his cup of coffee, so i shall not let Him know I felt for Him, but finally He has got a gf already.(think so). Now, i dont think I stand a chance to know him more and to tell him how i feel for Him, i would just keep everything within myself. I just hope , he still care for me as he always do! i cant have him but i hope to have everlasting friendship with him.Dont you think friendship is important?

What should i do next? Why am I always stuck in this problem. Im just so UNLUCKY!!!
SS501 song - I am stupid suits me so well!!!
I should have been bold enough to just express my intention to know him better!!!
So SAD !!!
Exam is tomorrow.when i heard the news, i got so blank.!
Hope to get over it soon

God's Wisdom

1. God has a plan for your life. God and you are in progress toward a purposeful and meaningful work-life experience (Jeremiah 29:11)
2. When you discover God's purpose for your life, you will experience God's power and affirmation and that's what you need (John 10:10; Psalm 84:5)
3. View your journey to improved health as a spiritual journey. And the more spiritual growth you experience, the better. (2 Peter 3:18)
4. A happy heart is like a good medicine, but a broken spirit drains your strength.(Proverbs 17:22)

Friends, do remember that what ever things that is happening now, has a reason for it. God plan everything for us...and He has His reason for it

Have faith in your God no matter what religion you believe in.

SDA Hymnal - Day By Day

Day by day and with each passing moment,
Strength I find to meet my trials here,
Trusting in my Father's wise bestowement ,
I've no cause for worry or for fear.
He whose heart is kind beyond all measure Gives unto each day what He deems best.
Lovingly, its part of pain and pleasure ,
Mingling toil with peace and rest.

Everyday the Lord Himself is near me
With a special mercy for each hour;
All my cares He fain would bear, and cheer me,
He whose name is Counsellor and power.
The protection of His child and treasure Is a charge that on Himself He laid;
As your days, your strength shall be in measure, This the pledge to me He made.

Help me then in every tribulation,
So to trust Thy promises, O Lord, That I lose not faith's sweet consolation.
Offered me within Thy Holy Word.
Help me , Lord, when toil and trouble meeting,
E'er to take, as from a Father's hand,
One by one,
the days, the moments fleeting,
Till I reach the promised land.

I love this SDA Hymnal alot..
i calms me alot when i hear this hymnal.

Willow In The Wind

Here in the quiet of this holy room,
You touched me like a rose and watched me bloom,
Lord You know me,
Now just show me What You will
I want to see exactly What You see
And be just who I was Designed to be,
I'm so sure now That I'm Yours now
Make me what You will

Like a willow in the wind
Bend me Like a treasure in Your hand
Spend me, Lord, You're in me;
And I'm just like
A letter signed with love
So send me where You will

There's nothing in this life , I'd rather do,
Than spend my moments One by one with You;
Now You've reached me,
Lord just teach me What you will,
You are the artist I am just the clay,
I am the wanderer And You're the way
Lord You've freed me
Now just lead me;
Use me as You will

Like a willow in the wind
Bend me like a treasure in Your hand
Spend me , Lord, You're in me;
And I'm just like
A letter signed with love
So send me where You will.

This song is the celebration song from SDA ..
a very meaningful song , it is also song of praise
i love it since the first day i heard it.
just wan share with you this beautiful song!!!!